If I should die this very night:
Have I loved anyone?
Have I contributed to Light
when selfish words are done?
The cords of anger pull me down
to ancient words of death:
Please help me break them one by one
and open up my breath.
I carry sorrow like a stone
that bows my tired head;
Please give me grace to throw it down
before my soul is dead.
I've worried every day for years
in silly little things;
Please help me dare to face my fears
and serve the King of Kings.
My God, you know my foolish heart,
my depth of sin and pain:
Keep calling me to make my start
to crawl back home again.